Ok today..is it considered a good day or a bad day..well i dunno..

Woke up at 9.20, then quickly prepare and went to laopo house to sleep..at first everything was still okay..then suddenly she keep pushing me away..making me keep thinking of our previous happy days together and i cried for so long..but i know she doesnt like me to cry..so i keep dry my tears and tried to hug and comfort her..after a while everything went fine, but in a split second everything overturned.. suddenly i felt so helpless..i didnt know what to do but just to stand there..hais..she cried..and im feeling very heartbroken too..she took cab on her own, and didnt let me took the cab with her..

I walked to amk slowly..step by step..and everyone walking pass keep stare at me..the first thing i thought of is to collect the couple lab card which i promised to collect few days earlier..after that i walk around, went to NTUC to see see look look..end up having a big quarrel with her on the phone..i really feel like dying at that point of time..im sorry..we'll both try our best alright..im so so so happy when she told me to go over and eat with her..so i quickly rushed down and waited for her to eat together..

She's not feeling well after our pizza meal so we went back to rest..the short few hours with her was so happy..i really want time to just stop there..i dont want to quarrel with her anymore..it really breaks my heart so much..we ended up watching cruel temptation on the comp until late night..

I really love you darling..i only need your trust..i love you..

actually the thing which i wished for most, is the smile on your face i see when im with you..