Hais..nowadays really feeling very not good..always quarrel..i always say wrong things or do wrong things or misunderstand what she means..i feel like im going to collaspe also..hais..just hope this month faster pass..so we can start our PLAN ! Our tian mimi plan..everything shun shun li li owh..nothing to interupt us lurh..then everyday we cook together..slp together..exercise together..watch tv together..and tian mimi together! Woohoo~ How i wish the day faster come ~!! Then we can also look for part time jobs..sell this sell that..or those few days de sales..sure alot $$ de..wuahahahaha..i wan this kind of days..but im going to ns soon..and our money is limited..so after i go ns still dunno wad should my laopo do..should she come out to work? should she stay at home? should she help out her mum at shop? umm haven decide yet..it seems to be a very difficult decision..
Well anyway today quite a bad day..did so many wrong thing..morning late 3 mins..cos overslept..then i see late le jiu slowly walk =x clean counter..take own sweet time cos time pass very slow..laopo wakey lurh ~! We chit chat a while..then actually still happy happy de..but i misunderstand that she wan me to go eat first..so i came out lurh..and made her angry..hais..i didnt want her to get angry also..i really didnt mean it..i know im stupid..im really stupid..well but the day turn out to be okay..i tried my best..this time different way from other time..but still feeling sad and guilty inside..i really love her..i really do..the moment i hug her..i feel the warm and love..and i just wish time could stop there..but time never stop..so we have to move on..and due to my carelessness i made her bro injured also..hais..i feel so guilty..every night im lying down on bed..sighing.. like those ppl who suffer from depression..all i can say is im sorry..and i'll try my best to do everything..and hope when our plan start everything would turn out to be as sweet as what we thought..i love you..
i'll try my best for everything..
and will be looking forward for our happy days together..