Hais..sad and happy today..just dont know how to describe it..
Today actually morning suppose to wake and buy chnl..but somehow i forgotten to set alarm again..hais..then around 9.10 baby call me to wake me up..angry with me..i just feel so lost..but i still went to look for her..though i know she wont cool down so quickly..so when i reached there she just ignored me..then after set up tagging room she went to watch tv..and sleep on sofa..so i just tag alone..
till around 2+ she woke up..i went to hug her, hoping that she wont push me away..and indeed she didnt..hehe..so in a few mins i managed to buy msia 1! Then join back the room to tag..after that i went opposite to buy lunch lurh cos both of us hungry..duck rice + egg ! Weee..hehe..same thing we continue to tag and tag until around..hmm 7+? thats when channel still left around 1hr, we decide to go opposite for our dinner ! Dunno wad to eat..so end up we eat noodle + dessert ! very full leh..though only eat little bit hehe..cos alot soup =x
Went home to buy channel loh ! At first we keep miss and miss..but end up also got chnl to buy ! hehe..so we decide to play CBP instead cos today tag not so much..and also tag quite many fp le, time to pump ! While watching tv we play..hehe..then darling no need listen to music also can keep chain de ! so li hai owh !
Hugging darling is so comfortable..and i dont know why i like to carry her..though she will papa..then she keep say when i kiss the cheek got saliva de ! I wipe until very dry still got de ! aww..must keep train tmr le =x hehe..then she will keep clean and clean ;shy
So i went back..then we play some normal games with ren..murdering his fingers cos he using 2 hands ;hoho around 12.15 we went to CBP again ! Trying to clear owh..then cos i chain then win darling..then she say bu xi huan wo le..so i press bad for her to win me..but i dont know this will turn everything upside down..hais..she told me i look down on her..make her machiam like v noob..but i really didnt mean anything..i merely just want her to be happy..but i dont know why everytime when i try to do something to cheer her up..thing will surely turn out this way..im lost..i really dont know what to do..whatever i do will be the opposite outcome..i really dont want this..