Hmm..didnt blog for like a week? hmm..cos recently been some problems with darling..she told me that my blog seems same everyday and its meaningless anymore..sigh..hmm or maybe i shouldnt type my blog in daily or time sequence? Maybe just special events that's happening..hmm..but in that way blog will be very short though..but oh well..i'll just give it a shot ! These few days been happy and sad..happy? of course its the happy times with darling ! hehe..the way she smile and laugh, the way she kiss me, the way she hug me ! Stayed at darling's house for like 3 days? hmm..but separate days though..cannot in a row =x hehe..if can jiu hao lurh! Then everyday can sleep with darling owh..hmm..midnight or afternoon when we sleeping darling say i keep fa pi qi owh..i also dunno why i will like that..and one afternoon is because im dreaming of me fighting in a war and people are firing at me ! LOL !
Hehe..Basically every night is the same..around 4+ we will go down to her mother's shop to help out, then see if got the next door de children there and we play with them..hehe..the younger one cuter..the elder one very huai dan..is damn huai dan..and bu pa ren somemore..so we keep choose to play with the younger one..lol..the young one very cute de..always bang bang shoot birds ..and keep call my darling "jie jie lai!" LOL ! Very loud somemore..and one night when we going back lurh he keep shout and shout and chase my darling ! lol ! Then the mother no choice have to carry and child back..hehe..
But of course, there are our unhappy times also..even though these few days darling seems to be okay..but now i know she's actually unhappy in her heart..sigh..just like only today..she angry 4 times with me..once in the afternoon cos i call her when she's in the toilet..second time cos i dunno wad fruit juice they wan to order..3rd time cos i dunno how to untangle the wires..and the last time at night..sigh..at first i didnt figure out why she suddenly react like this..but soon darling told me how she felt..sigh..im sorry my darling i neglected your feelings..its all my fault..even though you're angry with me..but i dont blame you..cos i know what's the feeling of being jealous..its like..unbearable..will just feel like getting something to vent anger on..so just vent on me bah, cos all the troubles are from me..
It seems like her mother is quite concern when my "sch" starts..so..i got no choice but to give her an answer..and that'll be tomorrow..and i think im right to say that..even though i not sure poly start last monday or tmr..lol..ya so from tmr onwards, every weekdays i have to go home, and i have to wait till her parents are out before i can go to her house..if not i have to do all the stuffs at home..hmm that'll be very boring without darling with me..T_T..hope the next poly holiday comes quickly..then i can morning go darling house without worries lurh ! Let's see how it goes bah..
Maybe i shall write blog once in a few days, then write about the different events and stuffs instead of writing things that i do everyday? hmm..i dunno..just try bah, see if this is a better way to write my blog :) Darling, i love you..
Darling i love you.. sorry that i broke your heart.. i will take note of what you said today.. mwarks..