Sigh..all the unhappy things happen recently..hais..its all my fault again..problem with tagging hearts, problem with facebook games, problem with jobs..hais..few days back everything was just fine..but within short period of time everything can change..im a forgetful person, i forget this, forget that..and to darling, she wants me to improve..she wants me to remember..so she'll get angry everytime i forget something..sigh..overall i'm the person to blame..
Darling has been working for the past week..2 days ago she took her first phone call for the baby bonus, hmm, to her she was nervous ! Hehe..she told me that she was shivering after she hang up the phone..hmm..and and, every evening when i went to fetch darling, i was always buying things when darling come out..aww..this is one more thing that i made darling unhappy..sigh..for the rest of the time i'll be at home tagging, till evening, fetch darling home, then i continue tagging but maybe darling will tag awhile, then after that will rest on sofa owh..and occasionally i will give darling massage ! hehe..anan and cuicui owh..
Hmm and one more thing its about jobs..few days back kinect ambassdor de called me, and ask me if i can work on 17-21 and 24-27, but just now amos called me, offering me a job about vending machine..although the job is not too bad, office hours and $7/h but now the problem is, if i were to work, how can i tag? hmm..and i just ask about the kinect ambassador, they told me that working hours is whole day, roughly 11am-8pm, may extend..this is another concern again, because i need time for darling, i need time for tagging, although it may be just 4-5 days, but problem is there wont be time for darling..so they gave me an alternative, which is work alternate days, like work 1 day off 1 day or so..so later i'll still go down and see what they can offer me..
As for darling, i'll think of the best solutions to all the problems, although every each of the choice got their negative way, in either ways, there's always a best one to choose from..i'm sorry i'm always making you fed up, make you sick of me, yes this is a difficult choice, but i'll do my best to satisfy all our needs, i know in either way you'll still be unhappy, its either lesser time for you, or lesser time to tag, or lesser money..we'll definitely lose out..i'm sorry darling..i know you're still angry with me, but i hope we can be happy together again..and not unhappy together..
Darling, recently many things happy that made us unhappy but i believe all these will be over soon, once rank 4 more further from us, once this job conflict is over, once we were able to communicate properly.. i'll always wait for the day, when we can be like 2 years ago - the moment when we just started Able to community well, everyday sweet and happy together with no worries. I love you.