Today i woke up at 9..with the red blood shot eyes..cos ytd didnt sleep well..so same thing i drank coffee and went to work..very very very sleepy..but i keep try to find something to do..so i cleaned the whole counter until 11+..after that the stock come..then pack pack until around 12..
Today actually want to eat lunch with baby at 2..but cos something happen..so didnt get to eat together..end up i went to eat alone..i walked around..and sat down outside tangs..for like 35 mins..until i saw her came to work then i went to eat..after that i went back to work..
then from 4 onwards..i stand infront of the comp reading articles and things from yahoo..until 5.30 go home..i went back slowly..then bathe for like 30 mins..at home i lie on bed to hu si luan xiang..then i play neopets..audi..father bought western food for me..so i ate lurh jiu go out..thats around 9..
i went to taka to look for a gift for her..as its 20th..our 26th month together..so hard to choose..and budget is $15..there's one which cost $55 but very beautiful..so i choose something simple for her, hope she like it cos i find it cute also..after that i waited outside tangs to her to come out..i didnt go in..because i know if i were to go in maybe things will go worst..
We then cabbed home after that..then she went str8 home without waiting for me..after that she called me and we had a big fight..i dunno why i couldnt control my temper this time..i said words that broke her heart..im confused..that at point of time i couldnt get what she really want..be it im stupid or im stupid..but she told me wad she needs is just a promise from me..hais..im useless..still as usual..EQ still hopeless..i just hope everything can turn out well tmr..i love you..