Hais..idk..everything went on so smoothly for the whole day until at night..
As usual morning i woke up..then went to buy breakfast before going to her house..though her mother didnt go out in the morning but still i go up..so as not to waste time and got sch holiday as an excuse..ok well so we started to tag and pump heart..everything just went on smoothly..so after awhile her mother went out..then we continue watching tv for awhile..
Soon later we both feel quite tired..and decided to rest for awhile..so i slept for like 1hr and wakey to tag while baby sleep for 2hrs+..then near to 3 lurh call her wakey to buy chnl tgt..budden today dunno what sway day miss all the channel..even until at night also no chnl..so we decide to tag awhile more first before going to competition..then around 7+ we stop tag to try chnl..then baby use her cousin de acc go novice competition while i play norm game..
Novice 2nd round jiu out le..so many fking chainer..some even i think is hack de..after that we spam in the expert competition..first round crazy 9 omg ! Then thought sure out lurh..but heng got 3 cmi ppl in the room..so at least can advance to second round..but secound round D8..then i cant chain the song..baby also..end up we both get 4th..sigh..couple competition is worst..sigh..first round still okay..then at the second round..before start i forget to relog..hais end up i lagging then cant perf..whole game only 3 perf..i didnt want this either..and baby got angry with me again..sigh..i really feel very upset..i didnt get 3 perf on purpose..i dont want the lag either..hais..and from this moment..its like the world just turn upside down..before the game, we're still happily jiayou each other..and only after the game..sigh..
i really dont know what else i can do..what i can do now..is tag heart..while letting her to rest and cool down..sigh..im really lost..today she told me that her left eyelids are jumping..still thinking whether is it good or bad things..so i guess is bad things..since all these things are happening now..i cant lose her..i really cant..my plan for life is for her..i'll do what i can to win her heart back..