Sigh..i always thought that 1st of sept will be the happiest day for me..but..hais..i dont know how to say..its all my fault..hais..she wants me to be a better person..to be responsible for my things..hais..she taught me alot of things..but..hais..we suffered for 1 month+..and its finally over..its only our 1st day spending whole day together..and things turn out to be opposite..its like the world turning upside down..its my fault..its my fault..she is right..i'm not mature enough, i always ask her for decision..she concern about my things more than i concern my own..i dont want to lose her..i will continue to learn to be a better person..and of course, be more responsible of myself..sigh..i hope our relationship can go on smoothly..and nothing could stand in our way..