Sigh..all the unhappy things happen recently..hais..its all my fault again..problem with tagging hearts, problem with facebook games, problem with jobs..hais..few days back everything was just fine..but within short period of time everything can change..im a forgetful person, i forget this, forget that..and to darling, she wants me to improve..she wants me to remember..so she'll get angry everytime i forget something..sigh..overall i'm the person to blame..

Darling has been working for the past week..2 days ago she took her first phone call for the baby bonus, hmm, to her she was nervous ! Hehe..she told me that she was shivering after she hang up the phone..hmm..and and, every evening when i went to fetch darling, i was always buying things when darling come out..aww..this is one more thing that i made darling unhappy..sigh..for the rest of the time i'll be at home tagging, till evening, fetch darling home, then i continue tagging but maybe darling will tag awhile, then after that will rest on sofa owh..and occasionally i will give darling massage ! hehe..anan and cuicui owh..

Hmm and one more thing its about jobs..few days back kinect ambassdor de called me, and ask me if i can work on 17-21 and 24-27, but just now amos called me, offering me a job about vending machine..although the job is not too bad, office hours and $7/h but now the problem is, if i were to work, how can i tag? hmm..and i just ask about the kinect ambassador, they told me that working hours is whole day, roughly 11am-8pm, may extend..this is another concern again, because i need time for darling, i need time for tagging, although it may be just 4-5 days, but problem is there wont be time for darling..so they gave me an alternative, which is work alternate days, like work 1 day off 1 day or so..so later i'll still go down and see what they can offer me..

As for darling, i'll think of the best solutions to all the problems, although every each of the choice got their negative way, in either ways, there's always a best one to choose from..i'm sorry i'm always making you fed up, make you sick of me, yes this is a difficult choice, but i'll do my best to satisfy all our needs, i know in either way you'll still be unhappy, its either lesser time for you, or lesser time to tag, or lesser money..we'll definitely lose out..i'm sorry darling..i know you're still angry with me, but i hope we can be happy together again..and not unhappy together..

Darling, recently many things happy that made us unhappy
but i believe all these will be over soon, once rank 4 more further from us,
once this job conflict is over,
once we were able to communicate properly..
i'll always wait for the day, when we can be like 2 years ago - the moment when we just started
Able to community well, everyday sweet and happy together with no worries.
I love you.




Weee~long time no blog lurh leh ! hehe..i done farmville and stuffs lurh..so now nothing to do lurh while tagging hearts so here i am writing this blog ! hohoho~!! Hmm, my darling found a job lurh, its actually as CSO, but i think no need to face customer, only answer phone call..bascially at a call centre..about the baby bonus thing? though im not quite sure what is it about..lol..hehe..darling started work on 27th lurh, early in the morning 8.30am jiu need to start work lurh !!! Hmm, first day they ask darling dun late, so we took cab down cos bus couldn't get up, end up reach there like 8am only..wth..then the reception like gong gong de, then realise not the real one..OMGGGG then continue wait until 8.30 the person come lurh then darling go work loh ! hoho..then i went opposite coffee shop to da bao food and went home loh !

Hmm, tagging heart is an issue now..cos darling start work lurh, then i also need find job lurh..if not my insurance and phone bill unable to pay soon..so maybe within 1-2 weeks i definitely must find a job..cannot depend on darling to eat owh..aww..and somemore we going to study private soon lurh, so need alot of money..and our tuition..etc..sigh..how i wish i am a millionair !! but good thing is darling work office hours only..sat and sun no need work..hehe..so i wanna try finding a office hour job also, but it seems so difficult..sigh..

And and, its 29th oct today, so what date is yesterday? Its 28th oct !! My birthday !! hehe..on 27th i was at darling house after her work, then we were tagging heart..hehe..then cos next day is my birthday~darling wan me to stay over owh ~ hoho~ and next day can send darling to work also..hehehe..so when the clock strikes 12, darling sing happy birthday song to me !!! hehehe..and gimme surprise owh ! hoho..its a small small happy birthday "cake"..hehe..hao ke ai..yuan lai darling go inside room not go toilet..so get surprise for me..hehe..so sweet owh..then dun let me blow candle ! =x hehehe..at night sleep with darling so comfortable also..then darling during midnight will humph humph me cos yao hubby hughug..hehe..*huggs ! hoho..so next morning sent darling to work lurh then i went home to sleep =x hehehe..

Hmm..then darling fang gong lurh i went to fetch her home owh..hehehe..mwarks ! so sweet right? =x lalala~We went home to tag heart awhile, then at night need go out for my birthday treat loh ! hoho ! then darling sing birthday song many times for me! yay..hao kai xin owh ! hehe..though no cake cos we chi bu xia also lurh..hehe..her mother ordered alot sia..got you tiao, zha zhu jiao, crab, fish, prawn, yam, vegetable..hmm i think got 10 dishes sia..ah..hehe..then they force me eat bone..T_T..hehe..then darling took photos owh ! after dinner went back darling house awhile jiu go home owh..overall its a happy day though most of the time darling is not with me..hehe..mwarks ! Love darling so much owh..finally 18 loh ! Now waiting darling's birthday to turn 18 ! hehe..hmm wonder what should we do and where should we go on that day..=x

And, my NS letter came lurh..sigh, enlisting date is on 5th march 2011..hais..i dunno if can defer leh..hope can bah..hais..so im gonna call and ask ! If really cannot then i cannot study with darling..cos her mum wants her to study first instead of waiting 2 years for me..hope everything turns out well..

Darling i love you..
Thank you for the birthday surprise and the time spent with me..
mwarks, hope everything turns out well owh..




Hmm..didnt blog for like..4 -5 days? Hehe..now i typing blog with iphone owh..first time trying! Hehe..hmm for the past few days actually not many special things happen..so maybe this post might be quite short..

Few days ago suddenly i tell darling that i feel like studying..hehe..den out of the sudden darling also say wan to study! So we decided to ask around to see which sch is more recommended .so darling de cousin say psb academy ..so we check out the website at next door de comp and found the contact number and darling call..hehe..then we get to know that the earlist enrolment is on 9 nov, and latest registration is end of this month..and also because we goy d7 for our o levels,we got to take an english test from them, and only have one try..so we cannot risk!! Hehe..

Hmm so darling went asking around if got any friend or anyone can teach us english comprehension..budden no one can help us..sigh..the her mother wan ask the bank friend if can help find..Ahhhh! Hehe..den the next day darling went fb to ask her one of her friends who is studying in university, so we finally found one english teacher! Yay..though its 25 per hr for one and 40 for 2..hmm..so we shall work hard and pass the stupid english test! Hehe..

Hmm so thats it for the english test..we even go on audi and look for teacher..actually found one but end up dun wan cos got that university teacher lurh..haha..and because of that we saw rank 4 and 5 tagging very fast so we decided to come back and tag eveyday to at least clear The bonus! Hehe..so we started the next day and found out let it snow is gone and shortest song now is 2mins30secs..sigh..and cant dual anymore omg!!! So end up even if we tag for 3.5 hrs and only around 220 hearts..sigh..and if we start work and tuition it'll be even worst! We maybe dun even have the time to clear bonus.. Ahhhh! Hehe..

Hmm..so basically everyday the routine is roughly the same especially in the morning..morning we would wakey to do our fb stuff and went back to sleep until afternoon! Hehe..bt afternoon got diff owh..we went to libray twice! Hehe..once in the evening..that day we really super sway, reach around 8.25 thought 9 den close but that particular day they got their stupid dinner so closed at 5pm !! Grr waste our trip! Humph..but the next afternoon we clever lurh! Hehe..we wakey at abt 1.35 jiu poof to library loh! Den we borrowed 3 books in total..hehe..but i think very long den will finish..cos 2 is mine den quite thick also sia..somemore no tiime read and now i realise i forgot to bring home the book to read! Ahhh..hehe..den at night we most prob will go down to her mother shop to hlp out..but sometimes we nvr go cos they alsogot enuf ppl lurh..hmm..hehe..and we need time to tag and read also de..hehe..so maybe tmr nvr go down=x

Hmm and today i went home around 5 to celebrate birthday with my family and aunt owh..den darling nvr come cos like kaka de..hehe..so while darling waiting she tag heart at home owh..hehe..den darling papa drn sms me ask me faster owh..hehe..so i ask them faster eat and cut cake so i can faster run =x hmm den i ate 2 piece of cake sia..ahh! Eat until scared luh..hehe..but dunno on the actual day darling wan buy anot..mwarks! Hmm and i stayed over at darling house on sat owh! Hehe..at night sleep close to darling and we share one blanket! But darling got one extra de..hehe..huggies darling till i fell asleep leh..also dunno when i fall aslp de..yi jiao dao tian liang, maybe too tired bah..hehe..hmm i think thats all lurh owh! Ahh use iphone type really shuo suan leh..hehe..and darling xin ku lurh tag so much and just now solo cbp..aww..hehe..hope darling can have enough slp everyday esp if we're workijg and studying owh..mwarks darling! I love ue!




Guess what !!!! Hehehe...dun tell ue ! Okay lah tell ue..hehe..today is me and darling de 33rd month together ! yay ! Hehe..Today is a happy day owh ~Though the night before darling sad sad..cos i didnt catch the hint that darling wants a prada wallet ! hehe..though she told me like half year ago that she dun wan to buy lurh..but in fact darling still want the wallet owh..hehehe..hmm..so today morning actually going darling hse early hoping her mother go out early de, end up nvr go out early..so i done farmville le then go darling house..hehe..

Today we went to orchard to shop owh ! hehe..we went to longchamp first, then see the wallet really kns leh..dunno wad stupid design lai de..hehe..then we go prada shop to see the wallet..then darling wan the card slot to be straight de..but like all at the side de..and the design darling wan de dun have white..sigh..then got one darling quite like..quite unique design, but $890 ! ahh..we one card also cannot swipe leh..need to separate into 2 cards..aww..so end up never buy anything jiu go lurh..hmm then we went to taka owh ! Darling actually wan go buy the fake eye lash de..budden saw those luxasia ppl there jiu dun wan go liao..so we went downstairs B2 to buy ba gua ! hehe..the pork de nicer than chicken de leh..then walk walk around..spend money =x in fact vouchers ;D hehe..mwarks darling ! donut, donut, donut donut donut donut donut~ donut donut! hehe..darling wan go suntec buy donut de..but never cos the time is not right..hehe...then we went to taka square to walk walk see see..then saw one card wallet so cute leh ! hehe..pull up and down..darling wan buy de..but think and think liao seems no use..hehe..so end up never buy, so we saving up for darling de prada ! yay ! Hehe..so our 33rd month jiu shi zhe yang guo de ~hehe..shopping at orchard owh ! then next time earn money lurh jiu go buy the prada wallet for darling ! hoho !

Hehe..2 days ago darling very naughty leh !!!! hoho! Suddenly sit on me..hehe..then we kiss kiss~then i also follow on loh ~ hehe..=x Darling so notty de..then then i tell ue..darling like me to kiss her from the back..between the neck and ear there..hehe..then darling will itchy itchy and laugh~hoho~! then i keep do that to darling then darling run away ! hehe..mwah !

Hmm hehe..most importantly now is our 33rd month together ! hehe..though when its past 12 i forgotten about it..hehe..then darling posted on facebook tell me go see =x hehe..duibuqi darling owh..hai hao darling mei you guai wo owh..hehe..if not wo ye sad sad lurh..hehe..nowadays morning see darling jiu hug hug tight tight..hehe..love my darling so much ! Cannot leave darling owh..then darling say today my mouth very sweet..hehe..wo ai ni darling !

Darling mwarks !
Hehe..happy 33rd month together owh !
I love you !




Hmm..didnt blog for like a week? hmm..cos recently been some problems with darling..she told me that my blog seems same everyday and its meaningless anymore..sigh..hmm or maybe i shouldnt type my blog in daily or time sequence? Maybe just special events that's happening..hmm..but in that way blog will be very short though..but oh well..i'll just give it a shot ! These few days been happy and sad..happy? of course its the happy times with darling ! hehe..the way she smile and laugh, the way she kiss me, the way she hug me ! Stayed at darling's house for like 3 days? hmm..but separate days though..cannot in a row =x hehe..if can jiu hao lurh! Then everyday can sleep with darling owh..hmm..midnight or afternoon when we sleeping darling say i keep fa pi qi owh..i also dunno why i will like that..and one afternoon is because im dreaming of me fighting in a war and people are firing at me ! LOL !

Hehe..Basically every night is the same..around 4+ we will go down to her mother's shop to help out, then see if got the next door de children there and we play with them..hehe..the younger one cuter..the elder one very huai dan..is damn huai dan..and bu pa ren somemore..so we keep choose to play with the younger one..lol..the young one very cute de..always bang bang shoot birds ..and keep call my darling "jie jie lai!" LOL ! Very loud somemore..and one night when we going back lurh he keep shout and shout and chase my darling ! lol ! Then the mother no choice have to carry and child back..hehe..

But of course, there are our unhappy times also..even though these few days darling seems to be okay..but now i know she's actually unhappy in her heart..sigh..just like only today..she angry 4 times with me..once in the afternoon cos i call her when she's in the toilet..second time cos i dunno wad fruit juice they wan to order..3rd time cos i dunno how to untangle the wires..and the last time at night..sigh..at first i didnt figure out why she suddenly react like this..but soon darling told me how she felt..sigh..im sorry my darling i neglected your feelings..its all my fault..even though you're angry with me..but i dont blame you..cos i know what's the feeling of being jealous..its like..unbearable..will just feel like getting something to vent anger on..so just vent on me bah, cos all the troubles are from me..

It seems like her mother is quite concern when my "sch" starts..so..i got no choice but to give her an answer..and that'll be tomorrow..and i think im right to say that..even though i not sure poly start last monday or tmr..lol..ya so from tmr onwards, every weekdays i have to go home, and i have to wait till her parents are out before i can go to her house..if not i have to do all the stuffs at home..hmm that'll be very boring without darling with me..T_T..hope the next poly holiday comes quickly..then i can morning go darling house without worries lurh ! Let's see how it goes bah..

Maybe i shall write blog once in a few days, then write about the different events and stuffs instead of writing things that i do everyday? hmm..i dunno..just try bah, see if this is a better way to write my blog :) Darling, i love you..

Darling i love you..
sorry that i broke your heart..
i will take note of what you said today..
mwarks..




Hehe..finally get to blog! yay..darling must be waiting lurh owh..hoho..today i wakey at near to 8.30am owh ! hehe..then prepare lurh jiu go darling house loh ! hmm..reach darling house lurh we harvest our crops, do our gifts sending..and darling do the restaurant city owh..hehe..i around 10am jiu hao lurh..so prepare thing for darling..hehe..then i fell asleep on sofa while waiting for darling =x suddenly darling zoom inside room ! humph ! so i run in catch darling on bed ! hehe..mwarks ! Then we huggies and kisskiss owh..hehe..budden i no energy..T_T..aww..!! sigh..hehe..then actually wan sleep lurh then darling sign on my face accidentaly touch my face so funny and cute owh..hehe...

Hmm..we sleep until 12+ then wakey owh..hoho! i went to complete those that i didnt do earlier then darling restaurant awhile also..hehe..after that went out around..1.30? /= went str8 down to her mother's shop owh..hmm..at shop lurh jiu start to do stocks..put the towels back into the plastic bag..then we went to eat loh ! Hmm eat with darling and her dad..then we ate chicken rice..not nice de sia..opposite darling hse de much nicer..then finish eating lurh go back to help her mother loh..hmm..then we were suppose to bring the previous cashier table up to 2nd storey..then we tried very long by the staircase but cannot go through sia..ahh..so darling de dad say wan tie at 1st storey then pull up from 2nd storey..omg..scary..then we really did it sia..while pulling those ppl down there keep looking sia..wtf..but we did it ! Then the stock came, so her dad threw like 30-40 cases of stock up..power sia..lol i dont think i can do it..then finally done lurh ! yay ! Can go down find darling lurh ! hehe..then darling dan xin wo owh..hehe..love my darling so much! so i bu chang darling kiss her ! hehehe..

hmm..we also bring the lappy down to repair cos next door got repair lappy de..hmm..then the person say is the cable spoil then change for us without asking if we want ! lol ! hmm..then that big guy say wan try on the lappy full blast..at max to see how much darling de lappy can withstand..ahhh..hope can very li hai owh! hehe..mm then her mother and the worker went to eat together leaving the shop with only me and darling..then we super busy sia! LOL ! hehe..cos we blur blur dunno how to fix things..then dunno price also..=x wuahahahha so run here run there to ask =x hehe..then its our turn to eat lurh..we went mcd to eat student filet meal..hehe..and mcflurry extra topping ! hehe..then we go back shop again owh..hmm then darling help me dig ear ! hehe..aww..got alot leh..no wonder previously i cannot hear properly..yuan lai so many things inside..=x hehe..then darling help me dig some owh..then some cannot see i anyhow dig out =x lalala~mwarks darling ! hao ai ni owh..hoho~! hmm..then close shop loh! cos they change the arrangement so we try to think of new ways to keep..hmm..then we had a hard time sia..almost cannot keep everything properly..lol..but finally we did it !

Hmm..after closing lurh went to amk hub with darling and her mum cos she need to bank in the sales..then we went cotton on to see see while waiting..but darling like no mood to see clothes owh..aww..then we went breadtalk to buy 1kg mango cake ! yay..hehe..long time nvr eat lurh then now get to eat again ! But still we prefer the old type de..that $5.20 de which they're still producing..then took bus home with darling loh! Reach darling hse lurh harvest crops and send gifts again..hehe..after that darling went to cut the cake cos i haven done with my stuffs..hehe..then we share share eat owh ! hoho! got 2 slice but darling like eat little bit only..T_T..aww..actually i staying over cos next day we doing the farmville co-op job de..budden darling say dun wan keep stay there later my parents not happy..sigh..love my darling so much..and miss her..cant wait for tmr can stay with darling for the night again ! hehehe..

darling i love ue owh..hehe..
tmr xin ku ni lurh..
wo ai ni..
loves, hubby x33




Just now tried using iphone to type blog owh..budden cannot type..sigh..then now mother and brother snatching and comp also @$(#^(%#%..so have to type short de..sorry darling..Hmm 4 days didnt blog lurh..actually 2 days ago got come home de, but they at home also, so i cant use at all ! then now also i use not even 2 mins going kena chase away liao..

Hmm for the past 4 days spend the times with darling owh..hehe..stayed at darling house for 2 days..wuahahahha..but is 2 separate days, not in a row de..lol..hmm 4 days ago i really cant rmb wad we do sia..LOL ! hehe..but i think that day i overslept..then darling morning sheng qi dun wan open door for me..aww..so i find way to go in again =x hehe..then i went inside room to sleep with darling owh ! hehe..then afternoon wakey, but darling not angry with me lurh..yay..hehe..after we done with our games we went out for lunch as usual..then come back awhile play awhile more and go her mother shop to help out again owh..hmm..at there same thing again bah..no difference..cashier..then sometimes walk around..nothing much =x hehe..then its closing time lurh jiu pack and go back loh ! hoho..reach home lurh play games again..play and play~then we around 2+ go inside room, then continue play iphone games..hehe..darling cant sleep for the night owh..nvr sleep much aww..then her brother wakey somemore say leg pain !

Next day wakey in the afternoon..hehe..basically the routine of this day is the same as the story above, LOL ! So we play our games, send our gifts, and went out for lunch again..hehe..after that went to her mother shop to help out, same thing~hehe..as long as im with darling im satisfied lurh ! even if we do the same things everyday ! hohoho! At night close shop lurh go back loh! hmm..no tv to watch..sigh..then darling also dunno wad to do..then i cant stay also so go back lurh..then darling nothing to do jiu play phone games..sigh..ke lian de darling at home so boring..T_T..

Next morning i didnt overslept owh ! hoho ! Then went to darling house around 8.30+ ! hehe..reach darling house loh! then we went to farmville and restaurant first cos in the afternoon need go to shop early..hmm..then we do halfway lurh darling wan sleep so we went to sleep owh! hehe..budden we sleep until 1pm..hehe..but i think darling wakey at 12../= hehe..then i wakey lurh jiu do farmville things halfway..haven complete yet then go out for lunch lurh ! cos late lurh owh../= hehe..eat prawn mee i think =x but not as nice..hmm..after eat lurh jiu go down her mother shop to help loh! hehe..then same thing bah..at night we go eat steamboat ! yay..hehe..quite nice owh..budden i dont think they will go again..cos according to them they dun like..and dun like the environment also..hmm though the boss say is top 3 in singapore ! lol..after steamboat lurh go back darling house ! hoho ! Then we take turns to bathe, then play farmville, send gifts etc and go inside room loh ! hoho..same thing we chat and play awhile before sleeping..hehe..

Next day darling angry with me..cos she say wake me from 10am until 11am then i wakey..sigh i dont know why i will sleep until dunno what's happening..T_T..hais..then darling angry with me chase me out..and darling plant wrong tio pineapple..so delete the whole farm and plant again..darling yi ding hen xin ku..sorry darling made ue angry..then in the afternoon darling went inside room to sleep..and i follow in ! hehe..we sleep until 4+ then her father call say got bee hoon and curry chicken from her grandma house..so i went down to take, we ate and went to her mother shop to help lurh owh..hehe..hmm..then we keep play with the child next door..lol ! then tmr we bringing darling de laptop down to see if got any problem..maybe repair need quite ex leh..but duno see how bah =x hehe..then 8+ we ate curry chicken and mei cai kou rou owh..hehe..but darling eat little bit only..cos feed me like a child..hehehe..=x 9+ close shop and went back loh ! hoho..reach darling house we do our farmville and restaurant again ! hehe..then we actually wan do the job but i forget and plant wrong..hmm..so tmr then we do job..hehe..mwarks darling owh..then 11+ i jiu went back lurh..

Hmm..now i typing fast blog..cos mother keep chasing away and say why i dun wan bring back my lappy..sorry darling owh..nowadays de blog so short..sorry..stupid iphone cannot type blog..if not i can type for 2hr or more ! lol =x hehe..darling mwarks !

mwarks darling..
i love you, just love the time spent with ue..
hope this can last us forever..
until our very last day..
i love you